My six year old niece is complaining that she has nothing to do because she doesn’t want to watch TV, and the iPad, computer, and ps3 are occupied -.- I hate how we’re all so reliant on technology these days.

Ugh, I thought that I’d be able to relax this summer. But I’m already so stressed out the first week into vacation. My dad wants me to start driving. My mom wants me to help out around the house with the kids(more than I already do -.-). I need to read 4 books and write a 7-8 page essay comparing two. I have my second SATs in October. I need to start thinking about colleges, majors, and my personal statement. And I’m gonna go to Hawaii in July. So I’m trying to sort my mind out before then so I can just do everything on schedule(which I doubt will happen). You don’t even know how scared I am for my future. I have absolutely no idea what I want to do with my life. It seems like everyone around me has some idea of what they want to be when they graduate.

I want to go into film or some kind of arts, but I don’t want to disappoint my parents so that’s not likely. I like history, but I don’t want to be a history teacher. I should go into communications, because I’m horrible at public speaking. I like helping people, so occupational therapy was appealing to me. But it’s still in the medical field, so that’s a big turn off. I mean, there’s not one thing that I want to stick to. And that frustrates me so much. Now I know what my brother feels like. He spent years figuring out what he wanted to do with his life. And my parents always bagged on him for that. So there’s just this huge amount of pressure on me to succeed and do something with my life straight out of college.

And I’m just not ready for a change that drastic. Why can’t I stay a kid forever?

I don’t understand how an excessive amount of makeup is appealing. Seriously. This has been really bothering me lately. Honestly, I think girls look best the way they are. Why in the world would you want to shave off your eyebrows and draw them back on? >.> This makes absolutely no sense. I always wondered what happened when they grew back in and you have another pair of eyebrows above them? o-o And the fake eyelashes! It’s acceptable when they look natural, but it’s disgusting when all you see is a huge black mass above their eyes. I’m not bagging on every girl out there, because I understand girls feel good with makeup on. But wouldn’t it be less stressful if they spent less time on makeup and more time on sleep?

I want to lighten my hair. But I don’t know what color ):

Time to photoshop! ;D

I have a B+ in Chem T_T I’m bummed I don’t have straight A’s this semester, but it’s ok. Just need to work harder next year!